The opportunistic inadequacy syndrome.
Becoming ones lifes own rockstar, eternally on the stage of life.
Avoiding the life off the stage and secretly disornering those who do.
This is my friend.
He tends to forget me, stay out of touch for weeks.
For then to return as nothing ever happend.
Kind'a like a rockstar, I guess.
Ironically I think we both envy eachothers lives;
he my daily peace, and I his ever changing spindle of friends.
Maybe it this keeping us together or it is this that will eventually seperate us.
This is to all of you who have a friend like this.
Break with him or ask him why.
I have done neither.


Anxious, off course,